Bittersweet.

That word is the perfect word to describe how i feel right now.
#circa 2009

#circa 2009

Alice: How long is forever?
White Rabbit: Sometimes, just one second.

—Lewis Carrol (via rarasekar)

(Source: realizes, via rarasekar)

Alexithymia

n. The inability to verbalize your emotions or lack of emotional response. Difficulty in experiencing, expressing, and describing emotion. A failure to express feelings either verbally or non-verbally, especially when talking about issues that would normally require an emotional response. Poor modulation of feelings, significantly reduced intensity in emotional expression. (via bonvivantx)

serialkiller:

I do not know what’s wrong with me. Nothing has happened, i just feel like the world is crumbling without there being a reason. I don’t want to feel or be anymore. I want to disappear. 

I am drowning.

lemme go back #throwback (at Gumuk Pasir)

lemme go back #throwback (at Gumuk Pasir)

مآ أجمّل أنْ تصمتْ
فيْ ؤجهْ منْ ينتظرْ منِك الخِصَام 

وما أجمل أنْ تضحك
فيْ وجهْ منْ يُنتظرْ منك البكـاءْ

How beautiful is it to stay silent
When someone expects you to be enraged from them.
And how beautiful it is to laugh
When someone thinks you are going to shed tears.

(Source: desertwinds, via tiredbrowneyes)